Messy life

[04/04 14:44] James Gachora: I was in form four in 2013... After repeating Kabazi sec
[04/04 14:44] James Gachora: The school was never good ....coupling was the order of the day
[04/04 14:45] James Gachora: I could talk to any girl in my class and I would be ashamed before others when a person would say that is a wife to someone
[04/04 14:46] James Gachora: Everyone in the class seem married
[04/04 14:46] James Gachora: I was able to overcome the challenge of getting any girl friend in the school
[04/04 14:48] James Gachora: Peter Mbucho too has a gf too... Due to peer pressure he asked me to check for a person who gave him her number during a catholic camp
[04/04 14:48] James Gachora: The her she told me was Irene.... At that time she has a bf called Franco
[04/04 14:50] James Gachora: I passed my exam very well... And joined campus.... There I had to have a person a lady to be precise to help me keep my emotions in position... Not for relationship but for friendship
[04/04 14:51] James Gachora: It was only after a long while after joining campus that Irene contacted me in need
[04/04 14:52] James Gachora: She wanted to open an account on gmail.... I offered to assist though never seen her by my eyes or even seen her photo clearly on facebook
[04/04 14:53] James Gachora: I assisted and upon hearing that am in campus she separated his bf who had not finished I think schooling in primary school
[04/04 14:54] James Gachora: She started to approach me claiming in love
[04/04 14:55] James Gachora: I thought I was in the light for I was looking for a person just to keep in touch since in university there is a lot of loneliness
[04/04 14:57] James Gachora: I accepted the approach... With time she wanted to be committed to me... I denied her the chance at first
[04/04 14:57] James Gachora: She pushed further when I was in year 2
[04/04 14:57] James Gachora: She wanted to come home during the long holiday
[04/04 14:57] James Gachora: Just to come and see me and that's all
[04/04 14:59] James Gachora: But I was not ready to marry yet... I also called her to work with Ndung'u wa mungetho wakati alikuwa manager engineer
[04/04 14:59] James Gachora: Kazi ilitushida fare haikutosha kurudi home kwao
[04/04 15:00] James Gachora: So she came back home again the second time... She engaged me for sex though I was not ready because I believed in sex after marriage
[04/04 15:01] James Gachora: I was trapped.... She did not want me to use protect... For the first time ever to do it... I hated her so much that upon leaving home we had separated
[04/04 15:02] James Gachora: She went to kajiado her aunts home... She realized she was pregnant
[04/04 15:03] James Gachora: And contacted me in abusive languages... I wanted to know what was long on October 2014
[04/04 15:04] James Gachora: I had already returned to Mombasa for 2nd year October 2015
[04/04 15:05] James Gachora: She claimed the pregnancy was because of me
[04/04 15:05] James Gachora: And wanted to commit suicide because of the pregnancy .... She managed to convince me to come home and stay
[04/04 15:06] James Gachora: Because I was not at home I had to ask mum to let her stay at home... Mum did not know yet y
[04/04 15:06] James Gachora: But with time mum realised she was pregnant
[04/04 15:07] James Gachora: I allowed her home not because I wanted to marry her because I wanted to save her life
[04/04 15:08] James Gachora: And the best thing to do was to allow her home.... That is where my life ambitions changed
[04/04 15:09] James Gachora: I began failing in exams and lacking concentration in class
[04/04 15:10] James Gachora: I was not ready for marriage it pains me a lot ... For I remember asking her she was to bring up the child for 2year and leave the rest for me as an agreement
[04/04 15:10] James Gachora: She denied the agreement and decided to stay claiming she got no where to go
[04/04 15:11] James Gachora: I did not consider myself married yet though we stayed together all that time
[04/04 15:12] James Gachora: I have tried to make it real to me that I was married but... I still find myself being single...
[04/04 15:12] James Gachora: I have suffered enough and I want to be free
[04/04 15:13] James Gachora: Severally at home too she have tried to commit suicide nikimshow what we agreed
[04/04 15:14] James Gachora: I had to run from all this ...I have never been at peace or even had a settled life to think about way out in my life and the future
[04/04 15:15] James Gachora: I can't take care of my son in anger and in lack of peace
[04/04 15:16] James Gachora: I started looking for a person who can help me change my life
[04/04 15:18] James Gachora: I recalled I had assisted you once in your school time... And when I was with you how good I felt being around you and my heart changed
[04/04 15:19] James Gachora: Many are the time I stayed at home for weeks she not talking to me... She was wrong but I asked for forgiveness just to let peace be in the house
[04/04 15:20] James Gachora: My life has. Become messy and messy and I want to mend it
[04/04 15:21] James Gachora: When I asked you to help me you said yes... And I was ready to go
[04/04 15:21] James Gachora: Yesterday you were calling everything to an off I felt disturbed
[04/04 15:23] James Gachora: That is the story I have kept from all my family members....
That I even don't know her home
Never have I seen her people
I have talked to their parents at one time and the were asking me to return their daughter home without the son
She refused to go back
[04/04 15:24] James Gachora: I am never ready to go to her home
[04/04 15:24] James Gachora: I even don't want to see her people
[04/04 15:25] James Gachora: All I wonder why had she stayed in my life all this long.... Was she sent to bring down my life
[04/04 15:25] James Gachora: I better loose everything but still be alive ...
[04/04 15:26] James Gachora: Please help me out
[04/04 15:26] James Gachora: Please help me out
[04/04 15:26] James Gachora: Please help me out