My stands on marriage love
It was the worst week of my life . I have never experienced this before in the marriage life.
Issues here and there in the marriage.
First the wife was sick of pneumonia for 5days and in the 5days she hard her mense for the six days of the week. She was very week that she could hardly do her duties. Cooking and any service to me were my obligations. I sympathised with her in her conditions until she was now well in Saturday 8th September 2018.
That morning of 8th , I hard so much difficult in accessing her for love. I had the worst of my worst moods towards her. I had sympathied with her for the week, encouraged her, and even gave her moral support. She denied me my conjugal right after all. She even attacked me with bitterness as if I was not her husband . I even hard her confess that "I am not your wife". If was such a terrible thing to my heart away from my expectations. When I requested why she had said so it was a wrestle . I was even more angry that I started oppressing her using my muscles with hands and legs together. Everytime I did this I named them episodes.
In episode one , I used my muscles to make her fill pain in her abdomen and head. I squeezed her so hard that she became more bitter . she screamed walking up my son John. John cried for her mum that I had no choice the episode was over.
In episode 2, I used my thighs to squeeze hers. I was not intending to squeeze her again in another episode. So what I did I tried to make love through touch she could not accept it. I was very sorry about the first episode and the events. They were terrible. She became so bitter that I used my thigh muscles to squeeze her in to tears for about 3mins. The son again cried that I left her.
When it was time to wake up the son woke up and left us.I tried to talk to her but she couldn't speak she lead me to more anger and lots of bitterness. I threw her out of bed and asked her to leave my house. Because in my life I had decided to get another wife . she started parking and out of anger she crushed down a new flask she had bought saying "I am not leaving anything that I own." I collected the broken pieces . I now believed that she was now going back to her home . At this time I did not care, I was heartless I could do the worst to her. I had to let her follow her heart . I even called her son from her shush that they might prepare and leave.
Before they finished prepared she went to my mummy house to look for something . I followed her and asked her to inform my mum that she is going back to her home . she couldn't be able to do so. Her heart was not strong for the going but staying.
She started saying, " You will pay my mummy the Price of loosing my education and wasting my life". I was not ready for this far. I took her down and asked for forgiveness. She could hardly accept .
I decided let there be what will come after that . so many things became hindrances to her going that she ended up staying in my mummy's compound .I followed her there where mummy joined us. We stayed together. I drew near her and she accepted me. She asked me to assist her make her hair. We were now at peace with one another.
In the evening , I got my conjugal right but through struggle. It was never satisfactory. So in the morning, Sunday I requested again . I received sorts of words. Example ," Today is Sunday ,you like disturbing somebody in the morning, why do you wake people up this early".
I was not happy with that. I was out of my mind I altered words that came in my mind. About husbands and wives in other families.
Husbands who had been going to church not able to go to church because of their wives. Others fear salvation because of their wives . she was angry with me and turning her head at the foot of the bed.
Thus the time I decided to write this.
I will never trust her again. I must have a second partner to help me out in my situations like this. No much I might make it worse.
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